1. |
Swimming In My Tears
03:42
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Not everyone
Gets so lucky
Not everyone
Has it so good
I’m not saying I
Am one of them
I’m just saying
I’m not in the mood
I’ve had it up to here
I’m buried to my neck
I’m swimming in my tears
I’m tired but what the heck
I’ve got to get paid
So I do what I have to do
I’m weighing my options
Like I’m Nosferatu
Not everyone
Has it so easy
Not everyone
Has it so good
I’m not saying I
Am one of those people
I’m just saying I’m
Not in the mood
I’ve had it up to here
I’m buried to my neck
I’m swimming in my tears
I’m tired but what the heck
I’ve got to get paid
So I do what I have to do
I’m weighing my options
Like I’m Nosferatu
Not everyone
Has the skills
Or has so much
Apparent time to kill
I’m not saying
I’m living the life
In fact I’m saying that
I’m probably not
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Words and music by Andrew Lawrence Jackson
Copyright 2021 Andrew Lawrence Jackson
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2. |
Chasing Demons
03:23
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Ooh…
All the wasted years
Chasing demons, following fears
All the wasted years
Chasing demons, following fears
All the wasted years
Chasing demons, following fears
Hold yourself accountable
These feelings are not unsurmountable
All this wasted time
Making money that is not mine
Ride it to the end of the line
Aim for something higher all the time
Tell me you’re okay, that you feel fine
If I fall away, that you will fall in line
Tell me you’re okay, that you feel fine
If I fall away, that you will fall in line
Tell me you’re okay, that you feel fine
If I fall away, that you will fall in line
Tell me you’re okay, that you feel fine
If I fall away, that you will fall in line
Tell me you’re okay, that you feel fine
If I fall away, that you will fall in line
Tell me you’re okay, that you feel fine
If I fall away, that you will fall in line
Hold yourself accountable (all the wasted years)
These feelings are not unsurmountable (chasing demons)
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Words and music by Andrew Lawrence Jackson
Copyright 2021 Andrew Lawrence Jackson
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3. |
I Didn’t Know
04:53
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I was just a punk, I didn’t know enough
I didn’t know
I wasn’t ready
For what was possible
I didn’t have the words or the experience
To make you happy
But that was then and this is now
And now I understand
It would have been different
If I had had another chance to get it right
Then I know I can
There’s too much indifference
But I will never feel
Indifferent about you
My mind will always be
Tied up in a knot, just thinking about you
Time will tell I guess you know
That’s how it always is
We can’t turn back time
There’s only now and maybe
There is still another way
Look for the high sign
When I think about it there is nothing
that makes any sense to me
It isn’t pretty
Second chances are unlikely
And another type of circumstance
That would be tricky
But I will never feel
Indifferent about you
My mind will always be
Tied up in a knot, just thinking about you
Now another week is starting and
I have to get to work
I’m keeping it going
For the day and time when you and I
Might meet again
Feelings overflowing
‘Cause I will never feel
Indifferent about you
(All I can say is at the time I didn’t know)
No matter what comes to be
I will never doubt you
(All I can say is at the time I didn’t know)
Yes I will always be here
Thinking about you
(All I can say is at the time I didn’t know)
My mind will always be
Tied up in a knot, just thinking about you
I was just a punk, I didn’t know enough
I didn’t know
I was just a punk, I didn’t know enough
I didn’t know
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Words and music by Andrew Lawrence Jackson
Copyright 2021 Andrew Lawrence Jackson
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4. |
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I been around the block
More than a few times
My angel following me
I’m thinking about
The last time I saw you
And was it you or me?
My head keeps telling me
Something logical
But my heart just wants romance
So I am taking
My own sweet time
And walking around in a trance
It’s a new day but
It feels like an extension
Of these past few weeks
Something on my mind
Like a constant rumination
Just out of reach
Am I imagining
Almost everything
Or is there maybe a chance
I’m not complaining but
I’m still not satisfied
So I walk around in a trance
I’m walking around in a trance
Walking around in a trance
Walking around in a trance
I’m walking around in a trance
Walking around in a trance
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Words and music by Andrew Lawrence Jackson
Copyright 2021 Andrew Lawrence Jackson
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5. |
Nonsense Rhyme
03:55
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Baby you blew my mind
(Baby you blew my mind
)
(Baby you blew my mind
)
You blew my mind
It was an accident
You blew my mind
Didn’t give my consent
Time after time
My mind explodes again
All pain aside
I can’t wait till it happens again
(Again, again)
I can’t wait till it happens again
(Again, again)
You blew my mind
A happy accident
Opened my mind
You set a precedent
Time after time
My mind explodes again
Joking aside
I can’t wait till it happens again
(Again, again)
I can’t wait till it happens again
(Again, again)
Can’t wait till it happens again
You blew my mind
It was an accident
You blew my mind
Didn’t give my consent
Time after time
My mind explodes again
All pain aside
I can’t wait till it happens again
(Again, again)
I can’t wait till it happens again
Baby you blew my mind
And I can’t wait till it happens again
I can’t wait till it happens again
And I can’t wait till it happens again
And I can’t wait till it happens again
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Words and music by Andrew Lawrence Jackson
Copyright 2021 Andrew Lawrence Jackson
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6. |
No Difference
04:07
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The sound is wavering
A tiny person is waving
Either they are far away
Or very very small
I can’t tell the difference any more
No difference at all
No difference at all
No difference at all
I can’t tell the difference any more
No difference at all
No difference at all
No difference at all
Existence is immersive
Like a large inflated head
It leaves a lot to be said
It leaves a lot to be said
The picture keeps on wavering
Unsteady as they come
The words a steady stream
To a heavy thrumming strum
The sound — wavering
A tiny person — waving
Either they are far away
Or very very small
I can’t tell the difference any more
No difference at all
No difference at all
No difference at all
I can’t tell the difference any more
No difference at all
No difference at all
No difference at all
All for one
And one for all
Far away
Or very small
All for one
And one for all
Far away
Or very small
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Words and music by Andrew Lawrence Jackson
Copyright 2021 Andrew Lawrence Jackson
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7. |
Only You
04:00
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Capture the moment before it splits
Only you see it and only you know it
Stick to the story if it fits
‘Cause only you see it and only you know it
(Doo doo doo doo doo doo)
Occasionally it’s not only you
If you find someone special to share in these moments
Suddenly life can become something new
But only you see it and only you know it
They can’t stop you from living your truth
They can’t stop you from living your truth
Don’t let the moment elude you
They can’t stop you from living your truth
Occasionally it’s not only you
If you find someone special to share in these moments
Suddenly life can become something new
But only you see it and only you know it
And only you know it
Only you know it
Suddenly life can become something new
But only you see it and only you know it
But only you see it and only you know it
But only you see it and only you know it
But only you see it
Suddenly life can become something new
Suddenly life can become something new
Suddenly life can become something new
--
Words and music by Andrew Lawrence Jackson
Copyright 2021 Andrew Lawrence Jackson
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8. |
Make It Count
03:42
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Make it count
Guess the count and the amount
Grab the ring and run
Beneath the moon and the sun
It’s the rhythm of the streets
The suburban oblique
A sculpture in a garden
That makes it unique
If it’s pitch dark at night
Then reach for the light
On afternoon TV
Curtain one, two or three
Invitation implied
Come along for the ride
Whatever may come
Just stay by my side
Another year around the sun
Spin around and it’s gone
Take it into account
Guess the count and the amount
It’s the rhythm of the streets
The suburban oblique
Going round in circles
With a certain mystique
(Okay)
Make it count
Guess the count and the amount
Grab the ring and run
Beneath the moon and the sun
Make it count
Guess the count and the amount
Grab the ring and run
Beneath the moon and the sun
--
Words and music by Andrew Lawrence Jackson
Copyright 2021 Andrew Lawrence Jackson
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9. |
The Real Me
02:43
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I try to be honest
I try to be real
But honestly I don’t
Know how that feels
I try to be straight up
You can trust me
I could not make up
What it feels like to be…
AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH……
So I bury the real me
I cover him up
No, I’m not embarrassed
I’ve just had enough
What is the real thing
I guess you might ask
Can you see the real me
Behind this face mask
There must be more
But I haven’t found it yet
I’d settle the score
But it hasn’t satisfied me yet
I finally arrive
To find they all have left
But I’m alive
And not too deep in debt
I try to be honest
Try to be real
But honestly I
Don’t know how that feels
I try to be honest
Try to be real
But honestly I
Don’t know how that feels
AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH……
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Words and music by Andrew Lawrence Jackson
Copyright 2021 Andrew Lawrence Jackson
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10. |
We Orbit
03:19
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We orbit the earth
The earth orbits the sun
We orbit each other
I’m not the only one
In our virtual pods
In our virtual space
We are standing in line
We are marching in place
The people of Earth
Who have not yet gone into space
All need entertainment
To keep smiles on their face
We orbit the players
We orbit the stage
We orbit the poetry
We orbit the page
We are a cast of characters
Here to entertain
Entertain each other
Through the wind and rain
We orbit the earth
The earth orbits the sun
We orbit each other
I’m not the only one
In our virtual pods
In our virtual space
We are standing in line
We are marching in place
We are a cast of characters
Ready to rotate
The simplest form of life
We can’t accept our fate
We are a cast of characters
Here to entertain
Entertain each other now
Through the wind and rain
--
Words and music by Andrew Lawrence Jackson
Copyright 2021 Andrew Lawrence Jackson
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Andrew Lawrence Jackson
Alternative singer-songwriter, recording artist, Zru Vogue co-founder, based in the San Francisco Bay Area.
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